Let’s just say these two weeks are one of the most difficult weeks in my life . Oh and btw , I’m not complaining , just trying to pull out the silver lining 😉
Last week I was having an argument with one of my friend . We are working together in the same organization . Working here, I say, is way more tricky than any other work I do . Working here means handling people’s emotion in a very tricky way in order to keep their trust, prevent them from doing any bigger harm,get the job done and last but not least , to prevent innocent people away from the problem inside . (Has anyone guessed what kind of organization is this ? 😉 )
So let’s just say that the argument wrecked me from the outside . I was exhaustedly helpless to even defend myself from being blamed .I was tired believing the people I work with are doing the job with the same purpose as me (as it should be ). I just lost the spirit I once owned abundantly. Thanks God that I re-gained it after a night crying out my sorrow and watching serials (Criminal Minds, never failed to cherish me :p ).
One problem solved , another one comes another way . As I was doing the usual job , checking this and that and making sure everything’s well-handled, I heard someone muttered a curse. It was like having your broken hand bandaged, not yet fixed, then got it crushed again .
That moment I was so furious I wanted to punch him in the face . Yes I could do that , but my common sense forbade me to . That would be a very childish way to solve a problem . Besides, it could resulted in releasing that person’s anger even worse. So all I could do is ignoring his laughter of my anger, keep doing my recent job , which has become very difficult . It’s like carrying along a hundred-ton burden at your shoulder. As for today, I already got rid of it 🙂
Doing what is right, is very painful most of the time . I guess a person ‘s strength is not only measured by how far he goes , but also how long he stays still despite of the turbulences.
“..the time should come when you have to make a choice between what is right and what is easy…” – Albus Dumbledore